姚日山

“有很多事情，我们都无法改变

可是

我们可以改变心境。“

这是昨天一次过看完10集 {好心作怪}

发现这耐人寻味的对白

也许

来得正是时候

我也要找到我的姚日山。

或是

让我也变成好像姚日山的医生吧

when you BELIEVE

Many nights we've prayed

With no proof anyone could hear

In our hearts a hopeful song

We barely understood

Now we are not afraid

Although we know there's much to fear

We were moving mountains long

Before we knew we could

There can be miracles, when you believe

Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill

Who knows what miracles you can achieve

When you believe, somehow you will

You will when you believe

In this time of fear

When prayers so often prove in vain

Hope seems like the summer birds

So swiftly flown away

Yet now I'm standing here

My heart's so full I can't explain

Seeking faith and speaking words

I never thought I'd say

There can be miracles, when you believe

Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill

Who knows what miracles you can achieve

When you believe, somehow you will

You will when you believe

They don't always happen when you ask

And it's easy to give in to your fears

But when your blinded by your pain

Can't see your way straight through the rain

A small but still, resilient voice

Says love is very near

There can be miracles

When you believe

Through hope is frail

It's hard to kill

Who knows what miracles you can achieve

When you believe

Somehow you will

Somehow you will

You will when you believe

J'C

很想去你的演唱会，可是我知道你的一张入门票，我已经可以买一台小提琴了。

海鸥不再眷恋大海　可以飞更远

"If we don't discipline ourselves, the world will do it for us."— William Feather"

G.På.F

(SWEDISH) grattis på födelsedagen

Happy birthday DÄD.

OHANA

We'll always love you, no matters how it hurts.

"Ohana means family. Family means nobody gets left behind — or forgotten.”

—Lilo Pelekai, Lilo & Stitch

我会想你的

二零一三年七月四日，这一天，还是到了。

它特别地特别，不是因为它是美国国庆，也不是因为它是我一年级就认识的死党Mikey的大寿，更不是爸爸生日的前两天。

是因为那是大姐和姐夫离国之日。

在机场，早早还好好的挺开心的很自然的，吃麦当劳时也像平常一样。和泽泽说再见后，和姐夫说再见时好奇怪他怎么伤风了。原来他哭了。三个月的儿子，一分离就是几年，是舍不得却又无可奈何。走后跑回去和姐姐拥抱，我很想哭。舍不得。上小学以来，就没有和哥哥姐姐一起长大玩耍，过着分分离离，新年才相聚一起那有些习惯又不想习惯的日子。很多事情是注定的，要不是中五有老师介绍这个研究学生计划，要不是我前年去年都被选中，要不是我不顾父母反对坚持要去。这两个月多在吉隆坡也许在学着对我以后完全没有用处的知识，也请假回家乡一个礼拜和他们相聚，但我不会后悔也不会觉得浪费时光浪费金钱，因为我真正的和大姐相处，生活，了解她，和她聊天说心事，是什么金钱都买不到的。

我常在想，我前世到底做了什么好事，今生今世才会有那么爱我疼我的一兄二姐。当我坚持着父母不让我做的事时，总有人帮我挺我让我梦想成真; 当我不成熟时，总有人循循善诱骂醒我; 当我有解决不到问题时，总有人指点我给我建议; 当我想要喜欢的东西时，总有人为不管多贵多麻烦都会为我设法得到; 当我压力很大时，总有人打电话来装无聊地逗我笑; 当我和父母意见不合时，总有人在为我撑腰的同时坚持让我知道父母是为了呵护我而那么做;当我考试考不好时，总有人鼓励我给我信心; 当我不乖时，总有人为我默默地受挨骂; 当家里发生事情时，总有人怕影响我的学业而选择不让我知道; 当我执著不误时，总会有人为我分析以不同的角度看待事情; 当我在外地读书没有什么好吃的时候，总有人帮我买一大堆干粮湿粮带给我吃; 当我没有交通时，总有人选择翘班千里迢迢载我; 当我去血拼时，总有人一直为我找衣服而自己却没买到; 当一起去吃东西时，总有人让我决定要吃些什么; 当我十二岁生日时，总有人从英国新加坡吉隆坡飞回来为我庆生; 当我考试成绩多么卓越多么普通，总有人为我庆祝问我要什么奖励; 当我有想看的电影时，总有人在我说过一次之后就为我买戏票安排好一切; 当我有时候想要放弃时，总有人说些励志小故事让我重振出发; 当我无法说出我的想法时，总有人不顾一切为我争取机会让我说出心声; 当我很不开心很不爽的时侯，总是有人看透我在想什么; 还有小时候被打后总会有人为我敷药，不停地告诉我父母的苦心; 还有好多好多。。是我这辈子都还不完的爱。

我会存钱，去迪拜找你们，等我。

How this blog gets its name.

The Gratitudist Of Life

Morning in the Monash's library, the idea of REcreating a blog struck my mind. I did have one in form....three?Perhaps. Aaah, it's sucks, that I'd even forgotten the address of the site. Anyway, it's going to kick a new start for the new month in the 2nd half year of 2013. Hoho, I'm so much so eager to see my new changes before 2014 arrives.

Now here it comes, an inspiring one:) It's such a steely motivation to live life to the fullest.

Qouted some from the text, {By Davina Goh}

"Imagine how people lived in Victorian times, They had nothing close to what we have now. Nightfall was nightfall."

The words reminded me how much urbanites like us take things for granted.

Being grumpy in a traffic jam, when we should feel glad that we can afford cars. Kicking a fuss about low water pressure, when others need to walk for miles to the nearest well. Wailing in a shop about a dress not coming in one’s size, to the relief of a wardrobe already choking.In the technology sector, making history is no longer a fluke but an expectation. A modern society evolves to function as efficiently as possible. Fast service, fast food, fast transport, fast entertainment and FAST LOVE.

Should any of them bail on us, even just temporarily, our impulse is to react as though they are human entitlements. And why not? We work hard for it. But perhaps we move so fast that we forget to take a step back and acknowledge what amazing times these are.

Gratitude is generally seen as ornamental. Thank you for the tip! Thank you for the company! Thank you for flushing! Is it possible for ripples of gratitude to continue long after the spare changed has been pocketed, the friends have been hugged, and the restroom door swings shut?I no longer see gratitude as a moment of politeness but AS A WAY OF LIFE.

Bad ones leading to good, good ones leading to better, all of which were so randomly quaint they almost felt orchestrated. So this is what 'The Gratitudist' will be about : A DETOX FOR THE DEFEATED.

In retrospect, I wish to express some thoughts-provoking ideas @ feelings via this blog, before falling into much-awaiting dental life in Sept, my birthday month:)) Ps: Hopefully I can brush up my poor English, toö.

Check it out! http://www.thestar.com.my/Opinion/Columnists/The-Gratitudist.aspx?c=%7BA469263E-A2FC-4496-8E07-89F217F5C9D2%7D